You can't get him out of your mind doesn't matter how much you try. Suddenly, he is everywhere. Even when he isn't there. It's maddening. The five year perfect plan that only involved you and a happy bachelor life? Forget it. He is all over it.
Worse, his lastname seems to be swallowing yours every time you get hold of a pen and paper. And what's up with the hearts?
Day dreams are freaking nightmare. You didn't even want kids! Now they have names and his eyes.
And if he isn't there for long periods of times you go nuts with your clothes on. Yeah. That's how nuts. You become dramatic and let out your frustration all sorts of wrong ways.
If he is there most of the times, then everything that happens you want to show him. You giggle together. Everything is funny. You better start applying anti-wrinkle cream or so much giggling will wrinkle your skin.
You have to come up with a nickname, then. Your heart won't have it any other way. Suddenly it decided clichés are adorable.
Some words and sentences, spoken or written, will start to wake the hoard of butterflies in your stomach. When did they move in? Why no one informed you? Are they planning on growing any bigger? Because that's a problem.
Your senses are through the roof. You can hear his car from another city. His smell is easy to pick up on a busy train station. You can recognize his form anywhere. It's like a mental image you can no longer get rid of.
Your heart thinks its a bird in golden cage. Every time he is near, it starts banging against the cage. Don't get me started on whistling and twirling. Ugh.
Worst of all? You are more d̶e̶l̶u̶s̶i̶o̶n̶a̶l̶ deliriously happy than you will ever be in your life.
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